comming home for christmas gives me time to chill out, relax and do a bit very of much needed soul searching, its like somthing just hits me everytime im here as if ive neglected myself and i need to make up for it!
ive got allot to make up for !
and all those questions like " were are you headed? , who are you now ? where should you invest your love if at all? and really just how do you take all that emotional content you've missed out on , ascribe it to somthing physical, a face ,a landscape or whatever so you can just start to unravel it all! into somthing someone else has bee through lol so you can ask for a bit of advice!!! ive got this feeling inside and i dont know what it is , but i know its unsettled.
piontless blog i know but it helps me with the jigsaw i think.
