Monday 11 May 2009

loss

I can only describe it as the hole in the chest feeling, the one where you lose somthing and like it or not its a part of you.

The hardest part is not being able to help in all this, i wish i could i really do.
You cant just cure a cancer and make it ok with kindness alone , I suppose im angry , so so angry because someone faces death, and its just a fucking economic choice by the pharmacutrical companies, when recently it was seen as to cheap to make a pill for cancers , the ingredients were so cheap and easy to esemble that the industry decided not to make as the profit was to small , and they chose to guard the ingredients.

Im sorry but anyone who disagrees with the fact that money doesnt work is just backwards or braindead! and if you do! never winge about illness and the fact that you cant afford a drug to prolong your life with loved ones because this is the system you support and voted for!!!!!!! you dont deserve it.

becuase it limits us in our abilities and it times like these the ability to help a loved one!
and knowing you cant because of countless executives business choices is evil and sick.

I need to go home i think,

Need some time to see my family while i can.